I write so that I do not forget.
Although I am in pain,
I do not want to forget
Not even the tiniest detail.
So I write it all down.
I even write in codes these days
So that reading them is easier
I write that I miss you so much,
That I still cry when I think of you,
That my heart hurts and my head aches
Because I truly miss your warmth,
Your smile and the sounds you make.
I write so that I would not hurt as much
Even though I am in pain,
I am comforted, I am at ease
Since I will not forget
Not even the tiniest detail.